Asperger’s Syndrome: the method to the madness
I’m a strong believer that my Asperger’s Syndrome is the reason for my musical ability. I only found out recently that I had the condition, and while it means I have a lot of problems, it also means that I have a good few strengths, which I can now make the most of since my diagnosis.
Let me introduce Asperger’s Syndrome. It is a disorder on the autistic spectrum. We are all on this spectrum somewhere, from neuro-typical (typical brain function) at one end to low-functioning autism at the other. I’m close to high-functioning autism but even slightly less affected than that. Some of the problems I face because of Asperger’s Syndrome are a lack in social skills/understanding, sensory sensitivity (i.e. over-reactive to sights, sounds, smells etc.) a tendency to see the world in black-and-white terms (meaning that grey areas are confusing and irrationally stressful) and difficulty coping with change. Some people are more severely affected than others, as is the case with anyone on the autistic spectrum.
Because of Asperger’s, I have a tendency to be interested in very few things but very intensely interested in them. This means that I don’t have the broad general knowledge of celebrities or sports etc. that my peers do, but do I have an obsession with playing piano and listening to certain music. I thank my Asperger’s for getting me into third-level music education, because my obsessive repetitive playing brought me from a Grade 3 standard to a Grade 8 standard in the space of about three years. It is typical of people with Asperger’s to enjoy repetitive activities and this is often a great way for people like me to learn things, whereas most piano students may need to take a small section of a piece at a time and focus on that, gradually adding on the rest of the piece.
I also have to thank my Asperger’s for the ability to reach my potential as a musician. As I tend to be somewhat oblivious to stigma, as people like me don’t “pick up on things” like this along the way, I never had any fears or doubts preventing me from trying any piece that I liked. That kind of innocence gives me the freedom to try music that others just presume to be out of their reach. That’s not to say that neuro-typical students don’t try to challenge themselves; some teachers use reverse psychology to persuade their more determined students, while some students simply stand up to the challenge. I simply didn’t know when something was going to be out of my league and just tried it anyways because I liked it.
In conclusion, I urge anyone whose child / relative / friend has Asperger’s and who has found their own special obsession to give them all the resources they can related to that interest. Right now, it might just look like a weird hobby, but it may one day be the career they will enjoy for the rest of their life.
